Am I just kicking in the Void?
Honestly, every day when I get up, I always have a clear idea of what I have to do and keep doing it in a routine. It has become like a daily chore for me though I feel pretty energetic and happy I always get in doubt about what am I doing it for. Where is the money for it? Why am I not earning then? I think its a very common self-doubt.
I often see and you too must have noticed that people always have a long list of things they want to buy when they have money. My list only contains “Medical Insurance or enough savings for Healthcare”…. what don’t laugh. Healthcare is super costly.
It’s blank for me moving forward but I am moving forward and everyone should cause there is no choice other than try and try. The bottom line is Time is not going to stop, whether you are happy or sad or desperate or moneyless. But Time is the keeper, healer, or savior as well. If I will stop trying also, it will not move me an inch anywhere.
Instead of doing those 100 things, they teach you to earn money online, where they don't show you the downside of it or limitations of it. Try everything that you love doing, even if you are unprepared. Your dedication to your work whether you are paid or not is the key. It is the actual key, you can read all the inspirational blogs or motivational books you will read one thing in common is to “try and then figure out what you are good at.”
So I think my void is just a dark room with everything I am looking for, so I need to keep kicking in the void till I reach the “ON” button switch which will light the room.
PS: look at those metaphors used by me hahaha I am smart. If you don't get prachi’s metaphors. Please write “Explain” in the comment section, and I will explain it to you.
