My life feels like a waste at 30.
Earlier I used to use MEDIUM as my journal but then something changed. I was jobless and moneyless and thought if I did this I would earn money, if I published there and something here I would get some money etc. Ultimately, I am still moneyless, jobless, 30-something years living with my parents.
People often say you don't want to earn money cause you love the comfort zone of home, can I say those people have never been jobless, otherwise they would have understood sitting like this even after trying a lot of things and failing is not comfortable, it is like a hell.
I applied to many frontend jobs only to get rejected and now my work gap is piling up, I tried freelancing but I am sure I failed there as well. And the marriage thing, OH GOD don't even want to start there. I really regret not getting into any relationship 🫥. Now for arranged things, I am continuously getting rejected there, I think because I don't have a job.
I love building web apps so currently that is what I am trying to do so that one day someone will notice and understand my potential and understand that I can code. 🤭 Now I am gonna stick here cause I forgot that only 3 things I love the most, coding, writing carelessly, and books. Money no money I am not gonna forget that anymore. 💪🏼
How is your life ?
